next way ??

What can i do for the next way?
the day you leave the day i cry
i rather the day bring me go for searching what is your mind thinking
it's totally hard to let go,time stuck for this moment for i missing all the memories
why cant i stop missing.am i really love you much until deep?
feel so sorry for everything.
mature thinking?how a mature & positive way i need do for it?
everything is coming over me
''NERVOUS'' , ''Scarey'' ,''SUFFERED'' 
Everything take me by for the heavy stoned
dammm !!!!
Please...Don't go away !!!我舍不得 :(