am i idiot ?

should i said myself  idiot?

should i said myself stupid ?

life~life~life~life

still got how long way to go?

this few days i find out im getting fat as before

starting feel im become so lazy,tired 

what thing make me become like this?

i cant control myself stop eating?

i cant stop myself make my time full?

what's the reason i do for it??

conclusion is :

i'm trying to escape the problem i facing now

how stupid am i !!

I admit im still love YOU

but i totally don't know what can i do for the rship again

i feel so sorry with myself and you too

because when you tell me,however how i do wrong 

you again and again forgive me because you love me

but again and again i make you disappointed and heart broken

im so sorry.

i need time to change .i need time to prove that i can do the better

sorry.. :(

i cant stop my tears keep droping now

sorry :(

MSSD SUKAN :)

                           the memories make us so happy
                        Sung Siew member Olaraga Sukan 2010 

                  4x100 girls ( jennifer,Nini,Me,PuiPui )

                          We trust we can do the best ^^

                            We're Crazy with the FUN :)

                              Nini,Miee & Dione :)

                             CRAZY them make alot FUN :)

                OMG ~ im HAPPY that i meet back my bekas school teacher Rusman

                      My ex Classmate in Tiong Hua School :)

                          The Champion of 100m und18 girl  

                             200m ...DISAPPOINTED !!!

                              100m ( Yeahuuu ) 3rd i get =)

                      The Memories're always belong to us :)]
                     
                         1 MALAYSIA ,1 SUNG SIEW
                     

leave more 8 days

Your birthday is coming nearly

i really hope i can be the one celebrate with you

i really hope too

but..i think you're gonna not to give me any reaspon and you wont find me anymore

i hope i can countdown with you

i hope im the 1 is your partner

but i know everything is too late

you're not mine anymore...你属于''她 '' 了。

祝你生日快乐

祝你生日快乐

祝你生日快乐~

祝你生日快乐...baby :( 

泪不竟流了下来当我唱这首歌

我希望我可以担任这个责任常给你听

但...这一切都太迟了

 祝福你~

im GET READY !!!

 

I'm get ready

i'm trying to looking in front

start now i need change all the way am i

i need make a new life

i need to challenge with my life going on

i'm get ready to fight with my life

i should starting now STAND UP

ready too face everything.

all the bad attidude should be changing start this moment

its taking me hard,but i'll do the best and prove

it because this my life ！！

只为了自己好。

路是自己的选的，坚持到底。 

next way ??

What can i do for the next way?
the day you leave the day i cry
i rather the day bring me go for searching what is your mind thinking
it's totally hard to let go,time stuck for this moment for i missing all the memories
why cant i stop missing.am i really love you much until deep?
feel so sorry for everything.
mature thinking?how a mature & positive way i need do for it?
everything is coming over me
''NERVOUS'' , ''Scarey'' ,''SUFFERED'' 
Everything take me by for the heavy stoned
dammm !!!!
Please...Don't go away !!!我舍不得 :( 

第三天的失眠

第三天了，又再次失眠了
无法放弃对他的想念
无法放弃对他的意念
回忆...总在脑海里徘徊
What Can I Do Now !!!
Suffered Heart,Suffered Feeling
Im really not wiling for your leaving.
 

IM Sorry :(

Im so sorry.
Wish you're going to enjoy with your trip in KK
Maybe ... you gonna find 1 better then me
Maybe....You should regret that you be with me
Maybe....Everything is Good for you
Maybe....Im just a PELACUR as every person think so
Im totally feel so sorry with you.
Hope you will be happy,without me maybe as you said so You gonna enjoy everything.How stupid am i that i keep missing you and hope to contact back with you.I know that the feeling of this rship you already give up and DEAD HEART issit?No mater what thing gonna happened soon,the only words i need said : FLUB,I Miss You So.Im So So Sorry. 

Still...What Can I Do For it?

是真的吗？

I not really willing for your leaving

Everything totally end??

I'm so sorry for all of this..

习惯有你的生活

习惯有你的陪伴

我心真得很痛，我彻彻底底很遗憾

虽然你痛痛快快的骂了我一顿，也让你侮辱。心里是很不爽，不开心，很心痛

但后来想了又想，这一切都是我该得到的报应

我开始害怕过每一天

我开始害怕一个人

我开始害怕没有你的日子我会过得怎样？

老实说，我不习惯。

为了你..我哭了几晚，为了你...我失眠了...为了你...开始没胃口了

因为...我真得太想念你。

从你口中听出来你说:我与你再也没可能在回一起。

听了这番话就好像一把刀叉入我心,心碎了!!!

请原谅我的不坦白，舍不得也得离开.Goodbye & My Love

请让我偷偷得想你,偷偷的关心你。祝福你~你要好好照顾自己

虽然我不敢对你说这一切话，但希望你看了会明白，我真的真真心心与你道歉

对不起。。