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Tuesday, January 12, 2010

12.01.10

What a sadness nite
How come'll happening until this way on
You're just let me feel the hurting on it
No more way love on this relation

This is the way how you scold me?
Do you ever think as my feeling
You never treat me as a beloved
im useless as all
i count not be anymore!!!

This is the way how you scold me
Tonight:im really cant stoped crying becoz of this
Why you could be that way to scold me!!!




I cannot stand by it anymore
你真得把我伤的很深
你一次又一次把我骂成这样
这就是你要的爱.结果 


 

Monday, January 11, 2010

泪..能倒背吗?

最近压力让我失去理智,心情变得好冷漠
好想把心里的不愉快,压力散发出来,我真得很累了
我不懂该如何向前看了!!
好想透透气 

我有多好?我也不懂
朋友,最爱的人,家人,学业,篮球,学校
为何人生总要面对这一切问题 
还是,是我自己想太多了呢?

我,好想选择逃匿。但....i could not!
我真得不懂嘎如何向前看了
麻醉的心情,陷入漫步的静态
失措的心情有谁会明白?有人和我分担吗?
 我的泪..漫延着流下。心里是酸的。
泪..能倒背流吗?我好辛苦阿!!

*sometimes you're in silent im feel unhappy
because i hope i can sharing with you
but you did not.What can i do ?
Am i your beloved?We're couple?
Im suffering with all this problem
Please..do not LEAVE me alone =(

Saturday, January 9, 2010

这就是你想要得吗?

我的心真得很迷乱
为何你一次又一次的这样对待我?
你让我感觉到我与你的距离,你让我感觉到很陌生
你..变了~
这就是你要的爱情吗?
还是...你想要报仇?我,为何被你这样摆布呢?
我的心真得被你伤的很痛,泪是酸的。
甘苦的心,让我觉得很无助
你真得变了,你不在乎这段感情了
越是我在认真,越是让我觉得害怕
我的泪不停得流,难道...这一切就是假的吗?不!!
失落的心情,有谁会明白?
你一次又一次的骂我,骂得我不想你的女友
你让我见到你对我的仇恨,你让我感觉到很陌生
现在...你对我说:我们分吧!我对你没信任~

我的心...空了
心   麻醉了
好像被石头当撞下来
好 冷,好 痛 好 累
我...不行了!!!




Kiss The Rain

生命中,不断地有人离开或进入
于是,看见的,看不见了,记住的,都遗忘了。

生命中,不断地有得到和失落
于是,看不见的,看见了,遗忘了,记住了

然而,看不见的,是不是就等于不存在
记住的,是不是永远不会消失

愿天下有情人终成眷属

Thursday, January 7, 2010

麻木的心情

心情超低落,我也不懂要如何形容
心里总是开心不了,脸上的笑容都是伪装而已
最近的我和你一直闹个不停,看来不想情侣了。为什么会这样呢?
为何我会这样,因为我讨厌你认识朋友
为什么我讨厌,因为我吃醋。为什么我会吃醋,因为我爱你
你明白吗?总而言之...我讨厌别人对你的温柔
你要说我自私也好,固执也好,执著也好。我就是这样!!!


开学第4天了。我还没能上课。要怪就怪自己去年不好好珍惜时光
把自己搞到keep always见家长,真的没药可救了><
但,now i promised for my self,new life new me
勤力读书,要证明我是可以的^^
本来,被校方安排到进4A,妈的!那不是人读书的地方啦!
后来今天我要求换班,yeah...Puan Tan批准了~
开学第一天到学校就哭了,我真的丑死拉!17岁还哭~haiz...
why i cry,becoz clas no my name!!!why no my name,coz too 顽皮
Cikgu Gane said he need see my parents,fine just let he see lu
When daddy arrived school,what the hell!!Waiting of that cikgu gane around 2 hours,oh bullshit!!!So hungry + tired
Ok,When Saw that Cikgu gane,said:webnesday baru datng
我快给他逼疯了拉!!开学的二天休息,好是好。可是很难追回功课。
第三天到了学校又被说:Tunggu untk Guru kauselinG cari.
还好还有一个朋友陪我等。但我和他在Bilik Displin坐了5个钟,M.C.B!!
Ok,我忍!然后我们再去找他,他叫我们明天考试(考sekolah peraturan)
要是不pass,不能读书,被强迫退学。nyeik saiiiii
好,第四天到了学校就去bilik kaunseling.又在那边等了2hours.!
才开始考试。单单考试就用了3个小时。考完了就去找Cikgu Gane.
After就去找Puan Tan.Yeahhuu..~终于有的上课了~
But..btw my friend keep annoying Puan Tan this and that
Becoz they all hope to in 4C,but cant.They keep asking why i CAN!!
Sorry..i really hate that you guys keep annoying this happen in front of me,i just take perayuan for the teacher and hope to x change class
你们就不要再这样对待我了,好吗?


我真的好想哭..每一件事都让我有压抑感.好辛苦!!
为何我要承担这一切,是不是这叫做人生?
心情真得很复杂,好沉重.......
Life why will become like this
SUCKZzzzz

Thursday, December 31, 2009

2010

A New Year Begin

 Times really pass so fast,everything gonna stoped at 2009

I hope everything'll be fine

I need accept for all the hurting on the breast

No more such of bleeding love

New Day New Life New Year

Forget the pass,i'm grow up for a new year

yeah ^^ 17 year old,still left 1 month im gonna brithday

What i gonna to received on that day?

I wish .....

Goodbye 2009,Welcome 2010 ^^

The sadness,The Happy moment for a minit

So i said : Goodbye ~ ~ 再见了我的爱

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Im Back = )

Home Sweet ^^

finally i back to my sweet home
feel so relax =)

i miss my Teologhy friends muchiie
i learn alot thing by there
since im not guai2 there,but all the couselor keep giving me chance to change
thx for all the couselor ^^

Dears babes friends
you guys really leave me a sweet memories for me
gonna miss you guys muchiie
next year hope can see you guys again

 
Sisters Group * less some of them *

 

 Babes Denise,Pin Rou & Pin Xhin

 

Suchini im happy to saw you again ^^

 
 
Enjoyed 


L2 Roomate.Miss them muchiie ><
 

The most counselor i love ( Dear kak mimmey ) 
 
 My Dear mummy Denise ( Love sei her ) muaksz
 

Choir Teologhy Year 2 

Sing :Let jesus come in your heart
Holy City
Doa Bapa Kami




26th/11/09 ~ 18th/12/09
  
3 weeks sweet memories
Love in Peace dears ^^