please stop hurting me

please , my heart is pain.

please stoped hurting so much more

i really dunno how to face for thsi anymore

i hate the way you keep say those thing to me

i hate you keep hurting me

am i really so that easy to let you hurt

what should i do now

why you cant feel that i'm really falling down because this

please

don leave me alone anymore

i'm so scare

please don let me know i'm just a idiot person in this relation

i'll be fine i'll be fine

so many lies listening to you

so many cried listening to you

do you know

can you feel it

should i give

NO!!!

i wont

i love you deep

please

belived me~

迷乱 • 空虚

很多事情都不是想象得那么简单

我都知道接下来的日子会很难过

我何不尝试放松自己去面对事情呢？真的被打倒了吗？

有时,自己回想一下..

我真的适合在这个世上吗？

我真希望可以放松,好想远走高飞 '

我竟远比想像中软弱且无能为力

对你的眼神选择了逃避

恨自己 !!! 恨自己

就让我被悔不当初的罪恶吞出

惩罚过后能否带来解脱

让坚强不只是中伪装

微笑也变成伪装

逞强的笑容能带过这一切吗？

伸手抱住自己是否不再空虚

到了最后信念 ' 别放弃 '

真希望你能在给我力量

我不想再被冷落了

我不想再被侮辱了

我不想再哭了

我不想再有被放弃的感觉

当我再也不对任何事期待时

我最想要得是有你在我身边

有你我最足够了

我想念你的背影,你的肩旁

我宁可舍弃一切见你 ，爱你 , 陪你

但请你要微笑不语

有了你，我再也不孤独了

寂寞有你,什么也抵挡不住了

我的心,就交给你

不想再迷乱.

我害怕空虚

我就是你唯一的选择

别再离开我好吗？

我害怕了 '''

爱我.别再犹豫了

只想好好的爱你 `

你就你,就是你!!!!

我还能继续容忍你吗？

爱情是什么？？

到现在我也搞不懂,无奈......

与你在一起以9个月了,你做什么我都相信你支持你..但~
不过你还记得你答应我你再也不会找回'' 她 ''我容忍你打电话给他,但你越来越过分

心真的很难受你懂吗？为何你要这样对待我,我到底犯了什么错呢!!!!

我真得很讨厌这种感觉阿,我真的不知该如何去接收及忍耐了。

身边每个朋友告诉我要克服这一切,凭着信心，勇气去面对这一切，但事实上我可以吗？

算了吧!我任命了。谁叫我那么的爱你。。但我还能吗？

面对...

逃避...

无言...

suck days

从来没人懂得我的心在想什么也更本救不了解我。今天一早到了学校,我告诉了我身边要好的朋友他们好消息,but for them are not good news.When i tell tell,they just treat like notthing and give notthing respon for me.FINE!!Notthing...
After this,i just treat like notthing happend and pretient for hide it the unhappy.(: maybe this is the good way i hide the unhappy and just smile..
I'm really so sorry with HIM!!I know that i should not scold you and keep annoying you.Now you're impatient with me,i know it!!What can i do now..~!!
I willing to say Sorry all of you,but i'm feel that im loser and uselesss in this FRIENDSHIP.I disguise to be happy,but acuattly im really so hurt you all know.Why must leave me alone and behind.i hate the feeling,do you guys know???
我真得很讨厌被忽略的感觉,到底我是你们所谓的朋友吗？时间的逝去,一切也别再回头好吗？
i hope this'll not happend agaian,friend's i just wanna let you know i'm still very care about you guys,please don leave me alone.sorry for all of this.

All of this 'll be throwing away.friend's please keep go on